I have sat in this subject for almost a year. After last year I finally made some drastic changes in my life as I began to realize more...

When I would sit with Hunter in his final days, I would try to envision living a life with out him. It hurt, but I knew it was coming and...

Yesterday I was in one of those broken places. Maybe you’ve found yourself somewhere similar going through something yourself. It’s a...

Hello from the crazy world of running a nonprofit. We have loved every second of having the nonprofit and everything that comes with it....

It felt like heaven came down to meet up with earth, just for a moment, a quick trip to pick to pick him up. It’s hard to explain, but it...

I have this reoccurring nightmare. I’m stuck in a glass box with Chase and Jolie. Hunter is on the other side in an abyss of fog. I can...

It’s right when you feel like you have things all figured out and you’re holding it all together so well, that it just may be about time...

I remember a day sitting in clinic with Hunter. We were late that morning because I was trying to do it all. I was determined to see...

I’ll never forget the first time I heard this song on the radio. It was a summer day as we drove to radiation and one of the many songs...

In a world filled with tragedy, there is always something to fear. Sending our kids out the door every morning can be a huge task itself...

The hearts and minds of children are quite possibly one of the most extraordinary things I have ever experienced as a mother thus far. It...

I remember the day I lost all control of my life. The life I had worked so hard to carefully plan out and maintain a firm grip of. I...

I wonder about you every moment of the day. My heart is constantly screaming at me to mother you, it’s been so long. I will never be able...

I did something I told myself that I would never do. In my eyes, it would be the one thing that erased it all, stole my memories, and...

Brokenness, pain, suffering, it all looks powerless from the outside. It could even look weak to many. The tears cried, the silences that...

I don’t always know if I am doing enough in this world after my son’s cancer journey. Everywhere I turn there are people doing SO much,...

March 23rd 2018, it snowed here in in Washington. As we spent our final moments with Hunters earthly body, the largest snowflakes fell...

Every year on the hallmark holidays as we call them, my husband and I both put in little effort but big love. We’ve always concentrated...

I live in a world of what will never be. In my mind, everything I ever dreamed that will now never happen, can flash as quickly as a...

Grief of all different kinds, can bring anxiety and uneasiness of simply living normal, everyday life. This is not new to me, but it’s...